Monday, December 26, 2011

15 Commandments & Resolutions for a Rich Life


#1) I will say yes to more things that feel good and ignore negative things, people, situations and places that make me feel like shit.

#2) I will hang out more with people that I want to become like and avoid like radioactive camel dung, those who don’t have the same intention as I do.

#3) I will read more, and take even greater amount of time for self development to become wiser and less of a wiseass.

#4) I will love the people in my life like crazy, listen to them and understand their feelings, as if I am their shrink and was being paid a million dollars to do that.

#5) I will earn/attract more money this year than ever because I can do it, I am awesome and I love BMF (Blowin’ Money Fast).

#6) I will put the things I know to practice because knowledge that is not applied is as useful as a rusty old lock without a key.

#7) I will follow my intuition and feelings more because other people lie all the time but my heart on the left is always right.

#8) I will celebrate more and worry less, knowing fully that the Universe has its eyes on me like Bigg Boss and I am Sunny Leone.

#9) I will give more money, love, attention, time, care and energy to charities, animals and people who need what I have to give because I am a human being and I am humane.

#10) I will be even more open and allowing of miracles to happen in my life and I will avoid self sabotage as much as I can realize the times when I am digging my own grave.  

#11) I will keep my surroundings neat and clean, as orderly and up to date as possible because my outside world is a reflection of what’s going on in my mind, and last year, it was completely f’ed up.

#12) I will cry as softly as possible and laugh as loudly as I can.

#13) I will ‘invest’ more quiet time being alone rather than spend it on meaningless gossip, bitching or trash talking.

#14) I will dream with my eyes wide open and when I am sleeping, I will sleep like a baby and when I am awake, I will live my day like a lion/lioness.

#15) I will be grateful for what I have instead of asking God for more because when I appreciate what I have, that’s how I manifest more good  in my life.

P.S: A very merry X-Mas and a Happy New Year to you and your family. I love you.

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Saturday, December 10, 2011

Why does this always happen to me? Self sabotage and why your life is always fucked up!



“If you cannot be your own best friend, you are bound to become your worst enemy.” –Ankush Modawal

History repeats itself if we don’t learn from the mistakes we have suffered from in our past. Time and again, in my life I used to observe a pattern.

Things repeated themselves in form of bad luck or ill-fate, or when my time was ‘good,’ a string of events would happen that would unfold fortunate circumstances for me.

Victory or defeat always happens in streaks and I used to wonder about this phenomenon a lot. Also, at some point of time or not, even after years, I would find myself in the same situation where I had been before.

Month after month, in spite of trying and working my ass off towards what I wanted, I was still stuck at the same spot I had started at.

Or maybe in some more horrible instances, I was given the ‘illusion’ of moving forward. But Karma is a bitch and this thing called good luck in my life was as elusive of me as a fart in a storm! It seemed to me as if happiness came at a price, I was happy for some time and then something happened that just messed everything up again! There was a lot of back and forth emotional activity, but I wasn’t getting anywhere in my life, I was stuck.

But until I discovered the root cause of all my miseries, this life still gave me a lot of ‘tough love’ and I was FORCED by the hand of destiny to change my life.

If you have been in a relationship and if you have had your heart broken, you would find that in a very short period of time, you find yourself in a similar kind of situation where your heart will be broken again!

If your financial situation is screwed up right now, chances are they have always been screwed up, or at least for the most part of your life. This wasn’t the first month you just got by through your expenses for this month, it has been like that for every month.

I always used to point a finger at other people and blamed them for everything ‘bad’ that happened in my life. Until the day I had to swallow a very bitter pill, I realized that I should’ve been pointing a finger at myself all along. Every time something bad happened, I was the 1st person, so I must be a suspect in my crimes!

Here are the Top 5 ways people shoot themselves in the foot:

#1: Ignoring your intuition: The number one reason for self sabotage is ignoring what you know within your heart. The heart on the left is always right. People might lie or tell you what you want to hear but base all your decisions on the way you feel. If you have a strong and developed intuition, you would be able to read into a person’s words no matter what they tell you. Although it sucks when people who you care about lie, even if they do, you would know.

#2: Having the wrong people: The 2nd most important and top reason for your life to be completely fucked up is associating, hanging out or even maintaining contact with the wrong people. In my opinion, this has been the top reason in my life and in the life of others. Consciousness is ever flowing and when you exchange words, you exchange more than just ideas. If you have come across a lot of people who held the wrong intentions for you, believe me or not, you will be screwed. I was too and it’s not a good feeling.

#3: Losing out on good people: Don’t just think that you are right at all times. There are people who hold good intentions for you as well. You might have been a pain in the ass to live with and yet, someone who might have loved you a lot must’ve stuck by your side no matter the emotional pain you have caused them. But there might come a time when they will just give up, move on and let you be your own worst enemy. Again, if you believe yourself to be a righteous, pompous and selfish bitch/bastard, think again before you lose out on the people who care about you the most.  

“When you are headed on the wrong path you just cannot have the right people travel with you because they would have tried to stop you right where you started.” –Ankush Modawal

#4: Not taking the signs of the Universe: What is life trying to tell you? Have you been postponing a decision that you have been wanting to take for long? What are you being guided towards and are still not going there?

#5: Not reading my books: LOL, just kiddin’ but at some levels I am serious. Alright, here is the real number 5th reason. You know what the greatest challenge for me has been?

“The greatest challenge for me has been to try and help people who didn’t want to help themselves.” –Ankush Modawal

#5: Waiting until the last moment until the pain becomes unbearable: In my life, I have come across and interacted with thousands of people. From my experience, I have come to the conclusion that unless people hit rock bottom and come to a point in life where their pain is too great to handle, they won’t do shit about how they live. Most wait until the very last minute to do what they should’ve done a long time before. Some people just contact me as if I am some sort of an agony aunt!

They write really loooooong mails to me bitching about the unfairness of life and how they find themselves in the same situations again and again. I am humble to all of them and tell them the 3 magical words that make everyone’s life so wonderful, “Read my books!”

And on the other hand, there are really smart people who don’t even need to read my books and guess what, they hang onto every word I say, are the first ones to order my books as soon as I release them and make an honest effort to stay updated as to whatever is happening in my life. 

I even tell them on their face that they don’t need to read my books, they know so much already! And they tell me the minute we think of ourselves as know it alls, we are as good as dead!

WOW! This is the kind of stuff that inspires me to write every day. To share my daily discoveries with as many people I can.

The paradox of life prevails, those who need to read my books the most read the least and the people who need to read my books the least read them the most. Let me tell you one thing, if you are reading my words, there is definitely a message here for you. Whatever that message is, only you can figure it out.

“It’s not in my nature to judge people, in my opinion, people judge themselves on the basis of the perception they think others hold of them.” –Ankush Modawal

I have just shared a few ideas and a bit of my experiences with you here. I cannot force you to do the right thing or make decisions for you, I am just your well-wisher hoping you would do the best for yourself and separate yourself from the herd mentality.

“You are the only one who can set yourself free.” –Ankush Modawal


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Sunday, November 27, 2011

I am busy doing nothing; The Art of Chilling and Peace-ing out!



Alright, the dream has manifested. The goal I set for myself is complete. After releasing Blue Book on my birthday i.e 6th October this year and Gold Book on 11.11.11, that makes it 5 books I’ve released in 3 years.

What now, now what?

Before I start off on another project or take on another business initiative, I thought to myself a very simple fact but a completely life changing truth.

"See since the time we are born, as soon as we learn to walk or mumble our first few words, we are put into a pre-school, then we go to junior school, then high school, then college, then a post graduation college, then we either do a string of jobs or if we are smart, we do business for ourselves. Let’s not forget that most of us get married, have kids and before we know it, our kids become the proverbial hamsters in this cycle of life." -Ankush Modawal

I realized that society and peer pressure makes ‘sitting idle’ or ‘doing nothing’ such an unwanted situation for most of us that it is nearly impossible to go against the normal conditioning or overcome the feeling of guilt that comes from being just a human ‘being’ and not a human doing!

If a person is without a job or is not doing any work or is ‘unemployed,’ he or she is looked down upon. As if that person ceases to be a normal human being and suddenly becomes a radioactive piece of shit!




I thought this fact to myself and realized that I have been working, writing, studying and grinding towards my dream for so long that I hardly had time to do anything for myself or others. I too was guilty of being a hamster, but not guilty of being an unproductive one.

So, finally, I made a decision very recently that I would do absolutely nothing except for chillin’ out and rejuvenating myself for the next level of success, wealth and abundance.

Only one problem, after years of working and writing, my lifestyle was crazily different to what I would plan to live for the near future. Also, let’s keep in mind the fact that since I have been working for so long, chillin’ out for whole days and weeks was an absolutely new experience for me.

Anyway, I had made up my mind that I would give my mind, body and soul a complete detox before I would start working or writing again.

“It’s only fair to give yourself a break, but at the same time, a break does not include anything that would break you!” –Ankush Modawal

I am not the type of a guy who likes gossip, neither the type of person who likes to be around negative people, situations or conditioning nor the type who would put my emotional, physical or spiritual strength in jeopardy over anything or anyone for long.

“Like the old saying goes, an idle mind is a Devil’s workshop. Damn, it’s not only his workshop, it’s a place where he eat, sleeps and shits too!” –Ankush Modawal

So how do I keep myself busy while doing nothing? How do I rejuvenate, replenish and recharge my energies? How do I stay focused while not focusing on my work? Here’s how!




The first thing is to realize that you do deserve this sweet ass of a time! Not only do you deserve it, you have earned it. Once you remove any signs of guilt from within your body, only then would you be able to truly cherish and ravish the moments that are yet to come. Your family, friends or other well meaning strangers might try to tell you to stop being idle, but ignore them. If you feel what you are doing in your heart is right, do it.

#1: Sleep
Do you realize how fucked up our fucked up sleep patterns have become? We have so much work to do that we have to take our cell phones to the loo so that we can reply to the texts that are pending while we are shitting? Hell, I know I did! Do yourself a favor and tell everyone you know that you are on a break. The world won’t end if you don’t pick up a call or reply to your texts immediately. Sleep like you used to when you were a baby.

#2: Read
Read the books you’ve been wanting for so long to read. Not the drama novels, crappy news or mindless magazines. I mean real stuff! The kind of things that would help you develop yourself and into an awesome personality!

If your home got hit by a giant meteorite and everything was destroyed, or if aliens abducted and brainwashed you or if you were stranded on a deserted island, read the following 4 books and in a very short time, you will become healthy, wealthy and happy!

a. The law of attraction: The basics of the teachings of Abraham by Esther and Jerry Hicks
Only two words for this, POWERFUL STUFF!

b. You can heal your life by Louise Hay
Find out how certain type of thought patterns manifest as diseases in the body.

c. Black Books (Part One and II) by Ankush Modawal (Yours Truly!) I recommend this books for anyone trying to find the answers behind life. The Black Books will really blow your mind away!

d. Gold Book; Golden rules of the rich and famous for manifesting money by Ankush Modawal (Yours Truly, yet again!)
This book if for anyone who wants to understand the energy behind money and wants to manifest more wealth within their lives. The hardest thing about getting money is to realize that it's easy.

I sound like a Hedonist right now telling you to read my books myself, but this brings me conveniently to my next point.  

#3: Write
I started writing because it was really therapeutic, that’s why I have blatantly mentioned my books in the above list. Writing is something that transformed my life completely and how I got to know myself. It became my profession because it became my passion first. 

All my books have helped countless people really figure out what life is all about and how to really be able to live the life of their dreams.

Also, there are things you feel that you cannot express to others because either people don’t give a damn, don’t exist or are not there for you.

So, what started as my emotional catharsis, ravings and rants, became my full time profession. Now people pay me to write my thoughts. That’s the power of dreams baby!

#4: Breathe
What the Hell is this, you might say? I don’t have to breathe, my body does it for me! But know this that when you breathe consciously, you become conscious of life itself. For a few minutes in a day, breathe deliberately. Like the saying goes, “Take a breather.”

#5: Clean
It is said that we all are one with everything. That includes our environment as well so when we clean our surroundings, we are clearing our own limiting beliefs thus enabling ourselves to create a haven in which we can completely and totally relax. Keep things to a minimum and surround yourself with the best quality things you can.

#6: Solitude
Switch off your cell phone. Sit in a room alone in silence. Do absolutely nothing except for just sitting or lying down. THINK and most importantly, LISTEN!

“In the daily hustle bustle of life, the scream of our ego becomes so loud that we cannot hear the whisper of our intuition.” –Ankush Modawal

If you are the type of person who doesn’t like being alone in your own company, you might have long standing issues which need to be sorted out.

We live in a time when most of the people of society are spiritually divorced from their own self. Life has never moved so fast but we all must slow down and realize that life’s not the destination, it’s the journey.

And if you realized something, there is still a lot to do even when you want to do nothing and replenish, recharge and rejuvenate yourself! What do you do to chill out?





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Saturday, September 24, 2011

(18+) This is some serious shit!


“Knowledge is a kind of power that increases when it is shared and gets diminished when hoarded.” –Ankush Modawal


Alright, I must confess that I have never written a blog twice a month ever since I started writing in my life!

But I am shocked and angry as a hungry T-Rex right now! 2665 people in my group and not a single soul bothered to act on what I said? This is the first time I am voicing out my negativity publically; this just goes to show the seriousness of the situation I feel within.

Every day, I get hundred of emails from people asking me to pray for them, for thanking me for daily doses of inspiration, telling me how wonderful their lives have become after reading my books and some other weird stuff also!

But what good is all this shit if you don’t share your good with someone?

If you don’t know what I so am pissed about, here’s a picture. As they say, a picture is worth a thousand words.


Just imagine if I stop writing or sharing whatever I write with my readers? I have no idea how much of my writings have affected your life. I might not even know who you are personally, but I would like to believe that we are all interconnected with one another.

That’s why every single day for almost 2 years, I write and update my facebook profile, Like page and Group with some quote that would act as some sort of an inspiration for those who read it. For 2 years, people haven’t stopped telling me how much they love me, how much they admire or how much they enjoy reading what I write.

I just do it for the fun of it and to help make this world a better place because I think that this whole fuckin’ planet that we live on is my home and every person is my family!

I could also live with an idea that most people live with and that is that most people are out to get me and that this world is a horrible place. If I did live with that idea, I wouldn’t do a single shit and absolutely not disclose the secrets of success! Absolutely not for free and that too typed out neatly as quotes! But what good am I or my writings if they are just hoarded or not shared?

I mean, just imagine, I have a choice to absolutely not share whatever I know and just use it to my advantage. If I would stop giving a fuck about making this world a better place and not distributing free content all over the fuckin’ internet?

I didn’t do that.

That’s where the problem lies in the thinking of most people.

They just want something while giving nothing for it. People have just forgotten how it was to be down and out. Well, I haven't and that's why, I did not stop writing consistently for you. I still haven't but seriously, right at this moment, I feel cheated by all the people I have helped who did not do a single thing to help their fellow friends in whatever way I wished they would.

There is a method to my madness and while I don’t doubt my talent or abilities. If you are seriously serious about making this world a better place, grow a spine and start doing good wherever you see the opportunity to do so.

If you can bloody sit online for hours, chat away mindlessly bitching about life to your friend so I presume that you can take a moment and share whatever shit I write everyday for you with a loved one or two.

“I do my part. I share whatever I know about success and take this job of writing something every day for you people very seriously. I would like to think of it as the morning newspaper, the day it doesn’t come, you miss it.” –Ankush Modawal

I don’t wish to keep on writing for the same bunch of people in our group, this is your group as much as it is mine. Just like you take every opportunity to improve your life, I would appreciate it if you would take as much opportunity to improve the lives of others around you, or at least try honestly.

If we don’t, what good are we and what kind of a fucked up world would we be a part of?

I feel a lot of anger right now because if you people are serious about everything being one energy field and the idea of being ONE, then how can you not act on these kinds of situations?

Moreover, I just wish you realized that when you help someone, you only end up helping yourself.

Last but not the least, I would like to thank Shannon who I think is an angel is disguise for finding me at the right moment right at the moment I was blowing off my mental lid. She was the first and only person to do something about what was mentioned in my group post. I didn’t know her until this morning but it just goes to show the power of the Universe.

“Great people DO exist in this world, but you only find them when you yourself become one.” –Ankush Modawal

This blog entry is a lot less meaner and simmered down as compared to as it would’ve been if it wasn’t for her.

If throughout this catharsis and ramblings, I made any sense to you, please do the needful as it was mentioned in the facebook group post.

Here is the link to it,

If not, then seriously, I have no others words.

P.S: I really appreciate the people that have supported me and I love you all unconditionally.
P.P.S: This blog entry is for those ‘victims’ and ‘energy vampires’ who are selfish, uncaring and thoughtless of others.   
P.P.P.S: Damn, I feel so peaceful now!

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Thursday, September 15, 2011

Understanding men and why they become heartless assholes!


"Men bond by abusing each other and don't mean it, women bond by complimenting each other and don't mean it either." -Anon

Men are simple creatures but they can hide their emotions very well because they have always been expected to. If a girl is sad, there will be 10 other guys asking her why she feels that way, mostly because those 10 just want to get in her pants. Only some guys might be genuine in making sure that you are taken care of. But no one even asks a guy how he feels.

I look at my parents who have been happily married for about 40 years and I really appreciate what they have. Sure they fight, sure they do the normal things that couples do and sure they have had more than their fair share of bad times, but they have been honest and compassionate to each other. They were each other’s first and only love.

I really wish to have that. To grow up with someone and whether near or far, just know that you have them and that they have you. What has gone wrong with this generation? It’s making more mistakes and teenagers are living such complicated lives that it seems like a cheap adaptation of some TV sitcom!

Ask a guy what he wants and he will tell you straight on your face. When a guy loves a girl, he gives her more than his heart. He gives her a part of his life that he will never get back, neither does he want to have it back because it belongs to you now. He will be more than happy to hang out with his buddies, eat, sleep, watch a movie or do some reading. A guy is happy being alone.

In fact, he is more than happy being alone and he can handle his emotions well because when he is alone, he does all his thinking himself. But when he is with you, how your day went becomes how his day went. Everything starts from you and ends with you.

Females have this incessant need of always being with someone who can make them feel special. Sometimes they forget that their guy too has loads of things happening in his life and when he has, he just needs to be left alone. Remember, how you think, feel and what manifests is always a match.

There is just too much emotion being flung around carelessly by females that it gets to me sometimes. And when girls throw their emotions carelessly, it manifests as complete crap. A guy just takes it head on. Sure he might become reserved, angry or distant but you will rarely find a guy who bitches for long.

“Just like a wounded lizard crawls into some quiet corner of the room to grow its tail, a guy too needs that space kind of space and desires to be left alone to rejuvenate himself and activate the self healing mechanism.” –Ankush Modawal ;D

Don’t call him or disturb him when he is doing that. He will become very pissed off. Also, another act of self blunder is thinking that he doesn’t care about you. Oh, trust me, he cares. But if you are stupid enough to not know that or his value, he will gladly let you go. He cares, but at the same time, he also expects you to be smart enough to make wise decisions. One of those wise decisions is not to over think or overcomplicate a situation. Guys, expect you to stick to one thing and make up your frickin’ mind! Seriously, cut him some slack.

“You might be surprised to know that some guys have a heart that’s softer than yours.” –Ankush Modawal

Each guy I know who is worth knowing has had his heart ripped out and thrown in the dustbin. No one cares about a guy, why should they? He’s a guy! He should be man enough to handle themselves and others right? Honestly, I just see compassion for men being raped in the name of PMS or mood swings.

No one listens to a guy. No one sees his tears that he has kept in his eyes for so long that he himself has forgotten that he had ever kept them there. Really girls, ask yourself what you are without the man you love in your life?

Breakups happening every day, divorce rates are going high, fights, sleepless nights, passionless sex, stress! In the midst of your emotions, have you ever asked yourself how a man feels? If you ever just for one second leave your overburdening dictionary of emotions and ask your guy how he really feels, you will hear a very few meaningful words. You will uncover a nail in the heart that every man lives with. Listen, don’t just hear.

If you have been cheated on or used by a guy, you must know that he was not always like this. The number one reason why men become players is because they are just too frustrated being treated like shit.

A girl sleeps with a bad boy, has one night stands, feels bad about it, bitches about him to her friends and does every spineless thing to cover her tracks and claim it as an accident.

A nice guy who loves a girl is taken for granted. Is manipulated, deceived and keeps on waiting for her just to have his heart broken? Which option do you think makes more business sense to a guy then? Being a nice guy or a bad boy? Being someone who truly loves and have his heart ripped out or be a player who just sees girls as objects who are only good enough to have sex with?

It is seriously disheartening as to whatever is going on with the girls of the world today. Girls, just know one thing, when it is a man’s fault, he will accept it without hesitating. His world starts and ends with you. He does not become unexpressive just because he doesn’t tell you that he loves you 10 times a day. He can feel restless and what you think of as boring is actually happiness for him.

“The reason he sometimes doesn’t tell you how much you mean is because words can be faked and he expects you to know that feelings cannot be.” –Ankush Modawal

You might even judge me for writing this blog coz somehow over the time I have been labeled as a spiritual author.

Let me tell you one thing about spiritual people, they are normal human beings too! I have bad days, I shout swear words, I become a beast sometimes when I drive, I do live fucked up sleep patterns from time to time. I listen to rap. I have done almost every bad thing a guy can do and when I am angry, seriously, I am more dangerous than a starving T-Rex then! Hell yes I am a bad boy but I never lost sight of who I was. As for one advice for girls, don’t think that your guy doesn’t feel things.

“It’s the calmest waters that run the deepest.” –Ankush Modawal

If you treat him like a king, if you love, respect and listen to what he tells you to do honestly and without the ulterior motive of getting love back from him, you will live a life that will feel as if it’s straight out of a Disney movie instead of a drama sitcom series.

“There is only one answer to every question, love.” –Ankush Modawal

Learn from the wisdom of ages and take advice from people who actually are living the kind of life you want to live. Don’t get it twisted.

P.S: Don’t blame PMS, learn to fuckin’ take care of your emotions yourself! Understand your man and love him.

P.P.S: Men, don’t take this blog as an excuse to become an asshole, I will personally come and bitch slap you otherwise. Love your girl and don’t try to understand her coz who she is depends upon her moods and thoughts which at times can be as stable as a dried leaf in a storm!

P.P.P.S: Exceptions always exist for both men and women as to how they are.


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