Friday, February 10, 2012

How to Read the Signs from the Universe




We all do everything to avoid pain and attain pleasure. Whether we want to have an awesome and accepting partner in a relationship, more money or a healthy, strong and sexy body.

But very few are willing to give their time, money (especially money) or energy in exchange for what they want and more importantly, give up on certain relationships, jobs or businesses or our very own self destructive habits.


“It’s never a question of what you are getting back, but it is imperative that you realize what you are giving out.” –Ankush Modawal

In the August of 2008, my life was down in the dumps. I was absolutely broke. I used to wake up feeling lousy and didn’t have the energy to face the day. My relationship with the girl I loved more than myself was totally fucked up because I had recently found out that she was cheating on me.

I wanted to end this abusive relationship but was too scared to let go. Even though I wanted more money, I didn’t do shit about it. Even though I wanted to feel more healthy and vibrant, I drank like a pirate and smoked like a chimney.

I used to blame each and every person I met. Life had been really cruel and all the bad luck in the world was following me like my own shadow!

Then, something changed.

For those who don’t know the story of my life and haven’t read the autobiography of my life so far (Blue Book) in which I have revealed a lot of my secrets and things I was too ashamed to even talk about, I will tell you about the day my life changed.

On 11th August 2008, my sister and her husband dragged me along with them to a new mall and because my sister at that was pregnant with my now very naughty nephew, I somehow lugged my cadaver to the mall because I knew that my presence would make my sister happy.

I was bored there and angry because everyone around me was happy, and I wasn't!

So, I decided to pass my time in a bookstore. I came across a book which for some reason I found interesting but I kept it back on the shelf. Then for some reason, I picked it up again. Then kept it back only to pick it up again. 

I flipped through it and wanted to buy it but I thought to myself, it’s too expensive and I will buy it later when I have more money. I started to walk away and exited out of the book store.

“If you are too cheap to invest in yourself, you are already paying a really great price that you can’t afford to pay.” Ankush Modawal

Then something very freaky happened which had never happened before. A voice inside of me screamed these exact words, “Buy the book Ankush.”

I rushed back inside the book store, somehow I felt elated to see that nobody had took away or bought the book I had barely left behind 10 seconds back. I picked it up (my precious), rushed to the payment counter, emptied out my wallet and somehow, I felt proud of myself because after a very long time, I had chosen a different choice and had behaved differently than how I usually had been behaving all my life.


That book changed my entire life and till this day, I get goose bumps thinking about if I had not listened to my inner voice that day, I would still be just a useless slob instead of being an author of 5 books and all that I am today.

When I thought about it, over the period of time, I have realized that every time shit went down or people were horrible to me, or that someone swindled me, I WAS ALWAYS THERE! The common denominator in the string of ill fated events was always me!

From being nothing to everything I ever dreamed of. That journey has taught me that so many times, I had already passed up on opportunities, books, seminars, people, places and so many more things that would lead me to my dream life.

“I was, I am and always will be the biggest cause of failure and success in my life.” –AnkushModawal

From being envious of all the people who were really living a great life to becoming one who does now, I remember and laugh at myself that while I was envious of those who pampered and treated themselves to the best life had to offer, I once had to think twice about buying a 295/- rupee book.

Of course, now I realize that all of that was my own self sabotaging behavior and I always put the blame on others. But the only thing I didn’t do was to read, listen or see what the Universe was telling me through my feelings.

Sure, we all want to take out life to the next level and want to bring positive changes to it, but that will only happen when you take the next step. The question I have for you is, when will you take it? Sometimes, the answer can be staring us right back at our faces, you just have to see that it is.

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“You are the centre of your own Universe.” –Ankush Modawal



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Sunday, February 5, 2012

Feng Shui for Love and Relationships




"You don't find a soul mate until you become one yourself." -Ankush Modawal

So, it’s that time of the year again when the love bug seems to have given hickeys to everyone!

If you find yourself alone and want a really kickass partner in crime, you are not the only one.

Valentine’s day seems to put pressure on single and committed people alike to perform and really go out on that date for a ‘date.’

“Every great friend you have right now was once just a stranger to you.” –Ankush Modawal

But whether you are looking for a serious relationship, or to just have fun or just go out and make new friends, or even just want to remain single and enjoy your freedom, Feng Shui is really going to help.

1) Be honest with yourself: 

We all are at different places in our lives. Some are ready to take the responsibility of a full blown relationship while some might not be. Be honest with yourself and ask, what do you really want for yourself in this phase of your life? The answer might shock you because if you are like most people who makes his/her decisions under peer pressure, you would be amazed at what you really want versus what you think you want.

2) Fling, burn or give: 

If this is not your first time in a relationship, you might have baggage and ‘stuff’ left from a previous relationship. I can’t tell you how important it is for you to get rid of things that you might have accumulated from your past. Let them go, fling them out of your window, incinerate them or just donate them. Make room for what you want.

3) The morning after: 

This exercise can be done while lying down in your bed or in the morning when you just wake up. Imagine that your perfect partner/date is sleeping right next to you. What kind of a feeling would you that make you feel? Don’t focus or think that you can have it or not, don’t let doubt creep up on you and just really FEEL what you would like to feel if he/she was lying next to you. How would they smell, how fuzzy, secure or turned on will you feel? Paint all the details in your mind and use all your senses.

4) Your love corner: 

The South West corner of your home is the part that determines your relationships. Make sure you find out using a compass which direction this is and keep this area as clean and well lit as possible. If you have a bathroom or this area is missing from your floor map, it’s a good idea to consult a Feng Shui Practitioner about it.

5) Prepare for it: 

Whatever relationship you want with your partner, prepare for it accordingly. Design everything till the very last detail as to the kind of life/time you want with them. Remember, you are causing the Universe to work for you when you make room for what you want to manifest in your life.

6) Be open to change: 

Don't be like others who forget the last and the most important step. Let this be a final reminder to you. Become the type of person yourself who your partner would want to be with.  What have you been putting off or procrastinating for so long?

"Nothing changes until you do." -Ankush Modawal

P.S: You might have noticed that I just included the basic points and didn’t go into detail with Feng Shui. That’s because little knowledge is dangerous and when working with the 5 elements (Water, Wood, Fire, Earth and Metal) of Feng Shui, it’s best to consult a Feng Shui Practitioner and get him to visit your home. There are a lot of variable like shapes, colors, floor plans etc. that need to be consulted before giving solid advice to anyone.

P.P.S: If you liked the short blog entry above, make sure you read the Black Book One and Black Book II for a detailed description on energy work. Remember, energy is everything. It's just a matter of what you are tuning into.


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