Saturday, September 24, 2011

(18+) This is some serious shit!


“Knowledge is a kind of power that increases when it is shared and gets diminished when hoarded.” –Ankush Modawal


Alright, I must confess that I have never written a blog twice a month ever since I started writing in my life!

But I am shocked and angry as a hungry T-Rex right now! 2665 people in my group and not a single soul bothered to act on what I said? This is the first time I am voicing out my negativity publically; this just goes to show the seriousness of the situation I feel within.

Every day, I get hundred of emails from people asking me to pray for them, for thanking me for daily doses of inspiration, telling me how wonderful their lives have become after reading my books and some other weird stuff also!

But what good is all this shit if you don’t share your good with someone?

If you don’t know what I so am pissed about, here’s a picture. As they say, a picture is worth a thousand words.


Just imagine if I stop writing or sharing whatever I write with my readers? I have no idea how much of my writings have affected your life. I might not even know who you are personally, but I would like to believe that we are all interconnected with one another.

That’s why every single day for almost 2 years, I write and update my facebook profile, Like page and Group with some quote that would act as some sort of an inspiration for those who read it. For 2 years, people haven’t stopped telling me how much they love me, how much they admire or how much they enjoy reading what I write.

I just do it for the fun of it and to help make this world a better place because I think that this whole fuckin’ planet that we live on is my home and every person is my family!

I could also live with an idea that most people live with and that is that most people are out to get me and that this world is a horrible place. If I did live with that idea, I wouldn’t do a single shit and absolutely not disclose the secrets of success! Absolutely not for free and that too typed out neatly as quotes! But what good am I or my writings if they are just hoarded or not shared?

I mean, just imagine, I have a choice to absolutely not share whatever I know and just use it to my advantage. If I would stop giving a fuck about making this world a better place and not distributing free content all over the fuckin’ internet?

I didn’t do that.

That’s where the problem lies in the thinking of most people.

They just want something while giving nothing for it. People have just forgotten how it was to be down and out. Well, I haven't and that's why, I did not stop writing consistently for you. I still haven't but seriously, right at this moment, I feel cheated by all the people I have helped who did not do a single thing to help their fellow friends in whatever way I wished they would.

There is a method to my madness and while I don’t doubt my talent or abilities. If you are seriously serious about making this world a better place, grow a spine and start doing good wherever you see the opportunity to do so.

If you can bloody sit online for hours, chat away mindlessly bitching about life to your friend so I presume that you can take a moment and share whatever shit I write everyday for you with a loved one or two.

“I do my part. I share whatever I know about success and take this job of writing something every day for you people very seriously. I would like to think of it as the morning newspaper, the day it doesn’t come, you miss it.” –Ankush Modawal

I don’t wish to keep on writing for the same bunch of people in our group, this is your group as much as it is mine. Just like you take every opportunity to improve your life, I would appreciate it if you would take as much opportunity to improve the lives of others around you, or at least try honestly.

If we don’t, what good are we and what kind of a fucked up world would we be a part of?

I feel a lot of anger right now because if you people are serious about everything being one energy field and the idea of being ONE, then how can you not act on these kinds of situations?

Moreover, I just wish you realized that when you help someone, you only end up helping yourself.

Last but not the least, I would like to thank Shannon who I think is an angel is disguise for finding me at the right moment right at the moment I was blowing off my mental lid. She was the first and only person to do something about what was mentioned in my group post. I didn’t know her until this morning but it just goes to show the power of the Universe.

“Great people DO exist in this world, but you only find them when you yourself become one.” –Ankush Modawal

This blog entry is a lot less meaner and simmered down as compared to as it would’ve been if it wasn’t for her.

If throughout this catharsis and ramblings, I made any sense to you, please do the needful as it was mentioned in the facebook group post.

Here is the link to it,

If not, then seriously, I have no others words.

P.S: I really appreciate the people that have supported me and I love you all unconditionally.
P.P.S: This blog entry is for those ‘victims’ and ‘energy vampires’ who are selfish, uncaring and thoughtless of others.   
P.P.P.S: Damn, I feel so peaceful now!

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